Starting from now on,I don't want to start every of my entries with lines like these: "It's nice to update my blog again" or "Thank God,I get to update my blog again" I felt its time to throw away all those boring intros because it is true that I rarely update my blog. Its the start of my week and here I am taking time off from work again..Hahaha!Well,just a heads up my weekends fall on thursdays and fridays.So obviously,when everyone's on their happy hours during weekends,Im at work burying my head in front of my station.Get that?I dont think so.Hahaha!
Oh my...! its 3:30 AM in my clock and it is not yet the end of my shift but thank God,I have ATO (approved time off) from work. So here I am online. Supposed to be this will be a perfect time to catch up with friends in YM but hello...its 3:30 am! Great!
Got the chance to update,I've been battling graveyard shift lately. I was thankful for the past 3 months that I get to sleep normally since my work starts 3am but the month of June was like a hell month for me not to mention sudden vertigo attacks once in a while. I am still on the process of adjusting again with the new schedule and I know I can go through this gracefully. Anyhoo,I also got the grade of my eyes guys and yes it is 100/100 unfortunately. I remember last time my B dragged me to this eye clinic to check my grades,it was 50/50 then. The increase was really shocking and oh well what can I do,here's a few glimpse of what I look like now by the way. 
As I browsed my B's picture site a while ago,everything there pasted a smile on my face. Well most of the pictures of course were from all the summer trips we've had,so it's enough reason to make my day. I am still tinkering some applications in this pc,hoping I can access adobe photoshop for me to make the collage of those wonderful trips. I am dying to share those pictures. Rrrr!I was very impatient lately. I felt like my brain was overused already and my eyes were so weak that I tend to cover them whenever I see something bright. I wanted to share the worst experience I went through last weekend. It was my day off and I supposed to ask my B to play frisbee with me or maybe spend night swimming again -- my good mood turned into bad when I experienced VERTIGO again. I went through the same experience last new year's eve that I also shared here. Everything turned upside down--really! I dont have any sense of balance because of the intense dizziness and I vommited twice. I was crying over mama and begging to bring me to the hospital. It was a nightmare. I was sleeping when this happened maybe around 4am but even if I was sleeping,there is still the whirling sensation. I wanted to die right then and there. The second time I vomitted, I felt better and thank God. I was scared -- I haven't seen any doctor just yet and check on my problem. I am suspecting its really my eyes, so this week I will visit a doctor to check on my condition and maybe sometime soon I will be sporting that nerdy eyeglasses to cure my sickness. Please pray for me.In connection with the vertigo thing. Worst part of that incident was the thought that on the same day I was suffering the pain, I was scheduled for an interview. Imagine that! It was an interview for a promotion that I will elaborate more on my future entry. I texted my team leader and colleagues about what was happening to me and that I was afraid that I cannot make it to the interview. They were supportive and even told me to call my interviewer to cancel the scheduled interview instead. Of course I will not do that. I made it to the interview of course and yes I still manage to look and feel good after all that happened. Although, you can picture out what happened after that. Rrrr!
Halellujah!! Finally I got the time to update my little cyber space here. I miss blogging sooo much! and I know, I know, I know my blog site looks the same without the promised layout I've been blabbing about in my previous entries. I wanted to apologize for those who waited for the big 'change'...if only I am superwoman!Grrr! So much for that. It is really a total rollercoaster feeling for me to get to share something again here since its been a while and there are a lot of things that happened and happening with my life. I just can't wait to share all of em. For now,lets just say I wanted to slice all of those memories first that are all folded in one corner of my brain..so give me time.Ok? My current state of mind:GLOOMY..Its the start of the rainy season-which I really hate!I will definitely miss my outdoor life..I miss the beach.I miss the feeling of the warm sun on my face and the sand on my feet.haaay!I am busy with work now and the busiest for the coming days.More to come...
Take note... I'm still alive
- They call me April but you can also call me Apol or Pol or Apolonya if you want;)
- Born and raised in Bacolod City, Philippines
- I speak friendship that are genuine treasures.I speak fun that kindles my inner child.I speak music that feeds my soul.I speak fashion that complements my style.I speak simplicity that I always wanted in my life.I speak love that are felt from my heart.I speak everything that speaks my mind.
